From Japan to SL

In the last article I wrote about my possible death wish, but looking back on my past blog, actually there were many themes regarding death. There are deaths caused by electricity/gas/water, and animal or accident, but the most was related to suffocation. To be performed CPR on my body that lost breath and conscious, I will come over it by just imaging.




I started SL to do something that cannot be done in RL, so went into nude photos and then yachting etc. Recently it is to do games with world wide players. Among those, the long lasting one is to die. It is impossible to watch my own corpse in RL.




My first experience of CPR in SL was in 2009. At that time, it would be a fairy tale for me to have a sweetheart doing mouth to mouth air supply. Fortunately, I encountered the partner, who would do it when I made my body limp after convulsion and stretch when he held my neck. My squabby/squishy nose becomes nallow while pinched by his fingers, and warm air is omming into my motionless bosom.




The mesh made the body and face so real, but I am not able to find CPR animation. The top picture is my composit. There are many movies of CPR in the net, but nothing in SL. This is also for classic avatars. If anyone knows good CPR animation, please let me know.