From Japan to SL

  

The first answer from Linden was to reset the modem, router, and PC, but it didi not work. Then I uninstalled all viewers and also deleted all files named “FireStorm”, and re-installed the viewer, but no good. Finally, I gave up the 64-bit version that I used and installed the 32-bit one that worked!




I almost thought that I was not able to return to SL. I will become impossible to see my avatar or friends. To die could be this kind of situation. There was someone who quitted SL and one of his friends made a tombstone for him, but he came back and was upset to see his grave. But please understand the feeling who made the grave. When the Japanese office of LL was closed, there was a rumor that a grave of Chiyo Linden the Japanese guide was made.




I have thought that I would do something that cannot be done in RL. To fly and to yacht are some of them. Also, to die is one of them. I tried every way to die. Electricity, gas, water, gun, sword, hanged, strangled, beheaded…. Skewered, baked, boiled, eaten by alligator or dinosaur…




I may love to swoon, like the moment at that event, inside of my whole head becomes red and my body stretches tight with my back arched… I have been playing dead in SL, but now I am happy to have the RL partner who hold me and does artificial respiration. Eventually there will be a time to say good bye to SL and also a time to die in RL. If the death is inevitable, I would like to be, at the top of that flow, choked out gently by him and let me go as it is. At SL too if possible^-^